Dear Yumi

wow i never thought i would start a diary on forums for the most part. nor did i think i would have my first diray entry with bad news. so their is this girl i am talking to she likes me and i like her but we dont wanna rush so we chill as much as we can. play basketball together. ohh and we go to the same school but dont have any classes together. so we went to this part where we played BP (beer pong) and it was fun no weed or ne thing just BP and alot of people from my school. so the girl i like named Anna leaves the area where the BP was going on with some other guy. ( i am sure you can guess what happened next) so i walk in on them kissing. but she didnt see me. then she was all up on one of my best friends. so now i am no longer talking to her because i dont have words to say nor do i want to say ne thing. then i find out she has a boy friend. i was hurt because i know how it feels to be cheated on so i promised my self i would never talk or mess with any girl who had a boy friend or was talking to some one to the point where they would be going out the next day. i want to give her another chance but to me thats too many mistakes in one day 4 me to just give a second chance. other than that my day was decent could of been better

~*See you tomorrow*~
~*Akio Out*~

oh my god?
well i haven't got those kissy part with my girl she would kill me if i do that
but dude. that really sucks. i mean you said before that you know. you were talking to her and
you two seemed to like each other but that part where the kissing through went and
that she had a BOYFRIEND sucks. tsk!

sorry bro.

though. just chill

Dear Yumi

so today was a weird day. the girl that i was talking to came up to me today and gave me cupcakes, a poem, a note, one of her braclets, and she got me a t-shirt of my favorite basketball player. i think she understands that she really messed up. even though she did all this for me i am still not 100% sure if i can trust her or if i want to trust and give her another chance. the thought that she might do it again will forever remain in my head so i am not sure what to do yet. i hate having to deal with situations like these. but on a brighter note my drawing ability is getting better i am able to sketch pictures of anime characters now like naruto, bleach and some of my other favorit manga. i am happy i can free hand sketch now so when ever i am bored i can just sketch in my free time which is all the time. maybe i will take some pics of some of the work i do. i also found out that open gym for basketball is next next monday so i cant wait till that day comes. right now i am looking up some new pictures for me to draw. to be totally honest i cant seem to be able to take my mind off of the girl. i really need some advice right now or some kind of help that can help me make a choice of if i should give her another chance or not.

~*See you tomorrow*~
~*Akio Out*~

Dear Yumi

so i took kathsai advice and told the girl that i will have to think about it. giving her another chance or not. so while we were in school i would have some of my friends take notes on the things she would do in class. (and i dont mean answering questions or raising her hand) i mean how she acts around other boys when i am not their. so far she seems to be doing good. (good meaning she isnt flirting with other people when i am not around or anything like that.) today overall was an ok day. i am sick i have a kind of bad cold. see i always get sick when the seasons change. so it sucks. at school 3 of my best friends are going to draw pictures that we like and we are gonna make a colluage so i am looking forward to making it. i think its gonna be sick i also get to knock out 2 birds with one stone because i said i would show you some of my drawings so when the colluage is done you get to see the final product. i hope it turns out good. well dont have much to say today sadly so i am gonna end it on a silly note.

I LOVE __________ .

~*See you tomorrow*~
~*Akio Out*~

Dear Yumi

the girl who i all ways seem to be talking about well i have found some one. her name is Maya. she is smart, in the same grade as me, easy to be around, mad chill (i believe mad chill and easy to be around are the same thing but it makes her look alot more cool if i said both) has a good head on her shoulder, (now i sound like a parent or a teacher) she has alot of things that i like about her. so i think i am gonna give her a shot. becuase after thinking their is no point in staying with or trying to be with the other girl if i am all ways gonna question her actions. so that is the end of of that chapter titled "Drama". time to turn the page and begin a new chaper titled "Here we go again". open gym at my school is on monday which is in 2 days. (for those who are in a different time zone). i cant wait to play basketball inside since it is getting to cold to play outside now. i just got news from one of my friends (the guy in the pic's i posted his name is matt by the way) that he is going back out with a girl that he really likes. they went out but broke up becuase their was a lack of communication. (i am happy for him i just hope things work out between me and maya.) also another one of my friends named Will he is also Korean. (but i think he might be a spy but dont tell him i said that) he has a girlfriend and they now work together at the mall. i think thats pretty cool that they go out and work together. (but when they break up its gonna be mad akward but thats something i would love to see Will trying to handel. i wonder if one of them will quit if they break up.) it seems like all of my friends have found some one speical or has some one in their life excpt me. but dont think i am trying to go for maya so i wont be the only one with out some one. thats not the reason at all. well i think i wrote more then enough for today so i will end it with a Haiku hope you like it

Winters windy chill
Summers soothing heat warms hearts
Fall's everlasting calm

how is my haiku its the first one i have ever done. hope you like it


p.s i would like to thank every one who reads and response back to my dairy entry. i do these becuase i am to lazy to write in a real one. also it means alot that your taking time to read them and respond. so thank you all who read and all of those who read and respond. hope my diary entry are not too boring. lol


~*See you tomorrow*~
~*Akio Out*~

Dear Yumi

let me start it off by saying OPEN GYM STARTS TOMORROW. i am soo happy to be playing basketball. if you didnt already know Yumi Miharu basketball is one of my loves or passions. so i cant wait to play. more good news is that the girl maya i asked her that when ever she isnt busy that i would like to go to the movies or hangout and she said sure when ever she isnt busy she doesnt mind chilling. so i feel its progress. you gotta start some where. so today i chilled at matt's house or more like spend the night yesterday. it was mad chill he was web chating with his girl friend. who is super chill. she is mad funny that something i love in a girl so it makes me really happy that matt has found some one cool like her. i just hope they last this time. i am kind of up set that every time i go on Helz0ne to meet some of my friends they are not on or when i leave a comment in chat box they reply but i all ways miss them. but overall my life is busy with college stuff to get done and applications.

~*See you tomorrow*~
~*Akio Out*~

okey intro's are nice..

and i have to say you have a pretty tough prob. about girls there


but ... hey it's part of life dude/// go for it

besides kathsai is right ,

you're world does NOT revolve in one girl ya know





ps: NO DOUBLE POSTING PLEASE!!!!!!

i think i should be able to double post since this is diary entry the point isnt to get people to comment post for some people its a way they can say what they want (within reason) and get things off their chest

Dear Yumi

wow. its been a while since i last did one of these. hmm lets see. i started playing this old online game i use to play a few years back called EarthBound Ro. i havent played that game in a long time but it seems i still know how to play and some people still seem to remember who i am even though its been soo long since i last played. Call of Duty Modern Warfare 2 is coming out 11/10/09. i cannot wait i am gonna buy it the day it comes out and play untill i beat it. i have been waiting for this game and now its almost out. Ninja Assassins is gonna be movie of the year i have seen many trailers and its gonna be sick. i also am not sure if i should watch twilight the first and the new moon one. i wanna see what all the hype is about but i am not sure if i am ready to lose my man hood so to speak. I was told they are making an Avatar movie. i have yet to see the previews for it but if its anything like the cartoon then i think the movie will be worth while. never mind avatar movie has nothing to do with the cartoon. but the prince of perisa sand of times movie does look a little interesting. well i need to go back to watchin Cavs vs Bulls baseball. also before i go 4 all the NEW YORK FANS CONGRATZ ON THE WIN

~*See you tomorrow*~
~*Akio Out*~

Dear Yumi

i have good news. i finished my college apps. these colleges i wanna get into most Pace, Penn or NYU. these college are the ones i really wanna get into. but if not these three i hava applied to other places. so i have found out that basketball try outs are Nov 30. i cant wait to see if i make varsity or not. i need to start getting into shape. i need to run and lift weights. my life has been normal. oo we had our school pep rally today. it was ok it was from 1:35 to 2:15. the cheerleaders, dance team, step team all preformed. oo and if your wondering the difference between dance team and step team is the step team stomp their feet and clap their hands. where as the dance team they do dances that every ones knows to get every one hyped. then the teachers at my school had a tug of war. it was math vs science. english vs history. and staff vs gym teachers. i am pretty sure you can guess who won. if not it was math, history and gym. then they told us who won the girls flag football game. they did flag football for girls their were 6 teams. the 3 top teams would play each other and the two remaining teams would play each other once more at our varsity football game against our rival school during half time. so last night one of my friends got into a fist fight with his step father and he ended up staying over my house. i have never had that happen to me so i dont know what to say to him. i wish i knew what to say or what to say to make him feel better. well thats it for today i am about to go to an open gym with some friends.

~*See you tomorrow*~
~*Akio Out*~